Thursday, June 30, 2016

Fucking people!

My co-workers are SHIT.


I've about had it with these fucking nurses who act like we should kiss their feet. I don't work for you assholes, I work for the vets. Fuck you.


I have said multiple times that we are on multi-line phones and we have other people waiting for us to answer. Waiting on hold with awful music even, possibly with emergency medical situations, and these fucking snowflake nurses decide that they can just leave their  next caller on hold until they are damn good and ready.


FUCK YOU.


Other patients are waiting, and I'm the one responsible for answering the fucking phone, not kissing your fucking ass.

Fuuuuuuuuuuck!!

Reasons why I am despising FB more and more:


  • Shitty comments on every post
  • If no shitty comment, completely ignored post.
  • People hate you and just stay friended with you to get ammo to attack you
  • My fucking family
  • Fucking side groups
  • Fucking Vegans
  • Fucking Non-Vegans


MARBLE JACK, ROLLING.



I can't believe I need this blog again.

I have no one to talk to and that's fine because I'm a downer mostly anyway.


I have to be on busy phones all day, all week, every week, and it's been 9.5 years of this shit. I read over some older posts and nothing has changed at all.


Nothing has changed in 4 years at this job.


Well, I got my scheduled pay rises but those will stop after my 10th year. No more raises ever. I still have good health insurance but my health this past 6 months nearly made me lose my job.


What happened was in December the man and I went for dinner with his kids and their kids. Hugs all around...me with no immune function and I was sick with delirium for over a week, then bronchitis for 2 months. Actual fucking delirium with a super high fever and I don't even remember the whole week of that.


The sickness screwed with my meds and my methotrexate went toxic and I was covered in oozing sores and rashes. And then my IBD flared. So steroids for 2 months while the methotrexate got back on track. I can't stop taking it because it stops antibodies from developing to Humira, my other biologic.


Holy SHIT I can say whatever I want on here. This is wonderful. And, no one is forced to read it and I can just vent if I need to. And I need to, A LOT.